After much thought, and wondering, and pondering. I have decided to go back to work, full time. I haven't been pressured in any way (I actually think that Brent is a little sad, that I want to go back to work full-time) or talked into it, by anyone but myself, I honestly think that this is the best thing to do for our family.
I hate that I won't be home in the afternoon with the girls, but I will be working closer to home, so I won't be sitting in traffic for an hour. We *should* still be home by 5:45 at the latest (compared to 6:30, when I worked on the other side of Memphis) and I'm hopefully going to be able to take them to school still (if not, they will be in before/after school care at the school.) There are a few things I still have to work out.
Financially, we just can't do it with me not working. I have tried for MONTHS looking for something part time, and every job I have found wants me to work weekends, and that's really the only time I have with our family, so that's not an option for me. Going back to work full time, I won't have to work weekends, at all, plus no Holiday's (which is another down side of retail.)
So, hopefully next week (sometime) I will be back to work. *Keepingmyfingerscrossed*
By some miracle, if I can find a no weekends part time job, before going back, I will take it. Times are tough in the job market right now, for sure!!